and the heat

i really thought i will not need to update this journal for a long time, but i was wrong on that.
i am very much content with rarely saying anything dedicated to the world besides my secret own but the thing is, there are plenty of images from the internet that i can not print and have tangibly and i think they play a significant role to my life aesthetically and visually and in metaphysical paradigms, so i want to post that kind of stuff here.
this is a weird thing to say, but yeah, even though the heat is violent and i am extremely uncomfortable this summer and i don't do anything particularly new/interesting, i am enjoying it, somehow! *o* i don't understand why, maybe the films i watch do have some magic effect on me? that's the only reason i can make out from this dreamy, optimistic mind setting i currently possess.
it is all very difficult to explain.
i have some wicked unexplainable energy and i want to have sex, play soccer, etc.

anyway, here are pictures;
i took this one. from somewhere close to home.
my mind has been thinking a lot particularly about sex
Leonardo DiCaprio in The Basketball Diaries
from The Basketball Diaries
from The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou (i made this GIF)
Moonrise Kingdom. hell yeah. anthem of my summer.
Moonrise Kingdom
G-dragon in Crayon MV

Tavi Gevinson
Tavi Gevinson
Moonrise Kingdom. i told you. there is no getting over this film.