UPSET.

this day has been pretty cruel, too. But that's nothing new, so nevermind.
my colour pens are not here.i have no idea where they are. Thay
vanished. and i'm very upset about it. Call me fragile or anything,
whatev.
It just really kills me big time when i can't find something i need..
Or simply when I CAN'T FIND SOMETHING I AM LOOKING FOR. That along
wiih waiting, are the most dreadful things to do for me.
Actually i cried earlier this evening already. With actual POURING TEARS.
Damn. I don't know what to do with this life anymore.